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What do you mean you can't find it ??? i just checked out your Gmail … there is nothing wrong … your Gmail is recognized by Gmail ..so now you know that your Gmail has not been deactivated or deleted ..
First: check that you have the right email
Second: check that you have all caps and numbers right
Third: how are you looking for it?
Please clarify your answer so i can answer it more thoroughly.
maybe you misspelled something or got the numbers wrong
That is an email address!!